You forget.Sometimes the Sparticus Ben Hur feeling makes you slip into a deep coma of complacency.You think you’ve found the Jason’s Fleece recipe for making high art and it’ll slip off your fingers like organic honey and the high notes will fall like a perfect stacked up mound of creativity.Then it goes crap.Amnesia ,Your Nesia Don’t forget .Belief in Yourself will make life easier

Off you go to see the gig and you feel threatened and helpless and astounded by the singers confidence and self assuredness and compare your own situation and feel incompetent and miniscule and missing the point of what you are trying to do in the first place.Amnesia ,your Nesia .Don’t forget to believe in yourself to make life easier

What do your fingers do that no one else does.What does your voice do that no one else does.What does your face do when you’re doing what no one else does .The permutations are endless.People like you for your quirks ,the fact that there is someone on the stage doing things they would not have the guts to do in the first place ,and the fact that you are doing that gives meaning to theirs.Amnesia ,your Nesia .Don’t forget to believe in yourself to make life easier .